when i miss u i put those records on

I'm sorry sometimes I didn't feel like talking.

I'm sorry sometimes I didn't feel like listening.

I'm sorry sometimes I break my promises.

I'm sorry sometimes I am selfish and I put myself before you.

I'm sorry sometimes I take my own time to reply to your texts.

I'm sorry sometimes I didn't pick up your phone calls.

I'm sorry sometimes I neglect you when I'm with someone else.

I'm sorry sometimes I leave you behind when I'm caught up with something else.

I'm sorry sometimes I am not there when you need me the most.

For all that, I'm truly deeply sorry.

I'm sorry cause I know I am not a good friend.

I know sometimes I have reasons, but most of the time they're just lame excuses and I shan't be defensive cause I know it was purely my fault. I didn't make an effort to stay, I didn't make an effort to talk to you, I didn't make an effort to text you, I didn't make an effort to ask you about your day and I didn't make an effort to know if you're okay.

but after all that has happened, i'll mend things, this time i promise i wont break it. i will try. i hope u wont push me away ):