spoonful of sugar

hey lovelies.


i have this conversation yesterday:-
 
him: degree apply apa je?
me: this and that, why?
him: untung la orang tu dah nak grad..

For a moment i was at a lost for words when he's saying that. Honestly i don't want to think about it. I love being here and its hard for me to leave. And of course i always hate being in a new place. It cost me hell,as a manner of speaking. I just thought its gonna be hard for me to cope well with the new people,new environment and whatnot. i can't deny i'm little bit paranoid. And after all things happen, i afraid i might reflect.0n a negative way. Don't even ask me why i'm thinking like this. Yeah sure,let bygone be bygone. Right. You can put  the blame on insecurities then. Hahaha i'v always put the blame on insecurities in fact.

Having them here makes me smile,anyway (: